The Brutality Of Survival...

Often unsaid,

At times said,

Words fill the mind,

They clamor,

They hammer,

Leaving me blind.

Often surmised,

At times determined,

Emotions kidnap the clarity,

They pinch,

They lynch,

Questioning my reality.

Often unsure,

At times sure,

Promises take the fore,

They challenge,

They charge,

Shaking my core.

But some times,

At most others,

Turmoil plays its part,

It lashes,

It bashes,

Crashing my heart.

स्वर्ग की एक झलक

आसमा के इस असीम सागर के बीच 

उड़ान भरते हुए ये सलेटी बादल 

सूर्य की किरणों के साथ अठखेलियाँ करते हुए

हँसते हुए

मुस्कुराते हुए

मुझे ये एहसास करा रहे हैं 

की अगर कहीं स्वर्ग है 

तो यहीं है

बस यहीं है

New Beginnings

Its late night and my sleepless head is throbbing with pain
But strangely my mind seems to be as clear as summer rain


I guess its been a while since I have felt so
Trust me the feeling's really nice though


Talking to you today seemed so easy
Once again the idea of facing life dint seem crazy


All we did was sip coffee and chat about things
And what all situations in front of us life brings


Darling you come across as someone genuine and stable
Not to mention extremely sweet and adorable


I must tell you I think it will be fun to be with you
But I really don't know whether you think so too


While I don't know how things will move forward for you and me
But I do think something good can come to be


I guess I should sleep now or this headache won't end
I hope you smile though when this to you I finally send


:)

Silent Whispers

Engulfed in a blanket of
   Darkness,
     Deep and eternal,
        I lie...
Sleep so nigh
   But not quite there...


Echoes from the depths of
    Past,
      Absolute and faded,
        I hear...
Silence so absolute
   But transitory still...


Enraged plethora of 
    Questions,
       Confused and long,
          I ask...
Soothing answers so close
   But drift away...

Of You

Of dreams torn apart

By that fickle lady...

Time

Of promises now broken

By that cruel monster...

Change

Of relentless frustrating sighs

In that unyielding wait...

Hopelessness

Of words seldom spoken

In that incomplete emotion...

Love

Has become My life

Waiting, waiting desperately, for...

You

Of Confusion and Love

As I sit thinking of you,
All those times I feel lost..
And i think what I want most,
Without having a clue..

Its the eyes I think,
That most beautiful gaze..
Which leaves me in a daze,
And a little more in the ocean of your love, I sink..

Suddenly flashes then a smile,
On those honey-sweet lips..
Like a fuse, my heart trips,
And my mind shuts off for a while..

And then I see that expression so sweet,
How can you be so beautiful?
It makes me feel so wonderful,
Knowing you to be mine is a delicious treat..

I then feel confused no more,
Having figured out what I really want..
Living without you is unimaginable, I cant,
Its you I want with all my heart and my core..

The Walk Through The Woods

Its a nonchalant summer evening
With confused golden rays of sun…
Filtering from behind,
The clouds so dense and dark…

Its a long winding road
Like a black snake in hot desert sand...
Writhing through,
The forest so dense and dark…

Its not a horizon of gold and black
But a dark green wall of leaves…
Engulfing everything in,
A curtain so dense and dark…

Its dark and dense and dense and dark
I grapple for a reason why I am walking on…
Perhaps, perhaps,
Sometimes there is no reason…